“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

∞ The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Stephen Chbosky (via booksfrommyshelf)

(Source: armonioso, via eletheowl)

Homesick.

Hi! Sorry I’ve been away for a while. I got admitted few days back and I’m still stuck inside the hospital. They won’t let me go on the computer until now. I have IV on both of my hands and I had to change my room three times so it’s been pretty hectic. It’s sorta terrifying here but I find myself strangely comfortable in a hospital, where people actually care about you. I know it’s their job but it still feels good. Everything’s really good here except the food. I’ve been eating plain foods and I’m really craving for Domino’s pizza. Sweetest bro and my cousin kept me company ever since I got admitted and my uncle came to visit today while my parents are both overseas. Good news is I’m recovering well I’ll be home in a few days, whoop!